quinta-feira, 31 de outubro de 2019

I feel something wrong inside me...

Wednesday November 2, 2287:

I woke up from a hangover. Day 30 was horrible. The morning has already started badly when I almost blew up exploring a minefield. After that, I decided to inspect ruins of some houses near where I was. The place looked deserted and I got distracted. When I saw them, they were almost upon me, Ghouls. For some reason their features were somewhat familiar to me. I shot, fled, they followed me, shot one down and ... I saw that it was one of my neighbors, I got no reaction, the other ghouls reached me, grabbed me and destroyed my clothes.
One of my former neighbors, now a disgusting, putrid creature, raping me, ignoring my cry, my screams. His penis was huge, it didn't even look human. Probably the rot swelled his sex organ, I could feel pustules and bumps the stench was worse than the dogs, but none of it was worse than the fact that I know them, that they are one of my ties to the world. that I left behind.

oon recovered my strength and managed to escape this first onslaught. But my neighbor kept attacking me, now trying to bite. I managed to knock him down and immobilize him. I thought the situation was under control, but I felt something rubbing against my ass. His penis was even bigger! And it looked like he was trying to penetrate me all the way! The astonishment was such that I reflexively jumped off, releasing him. He turned and, in the ground, advanced toward me. I tried to run awkwardly, fall and he buried his dick in me, it was so painful that I had no strength to fight, just accepted what was happening and stayed there until he got tired of me.
After he left, I could only go home. I was naked again, my clothes had been shredded. I couldn't risk looking for a new set in the nearby ruins, as the ghouls returned there, so I decided to follow a distant a path distant from the road. Halfway through I saw a guy trying to open a fridge in the middle of nowhere. He also saw me and pointed his gun at me, he spoke defensively, taking me by a raider. I deduced that he should be an honest person, explain that he did not want confusion and as a sign of good intentions I lowered my gun. 

He was not convinced, said he had seen raiders use this trick, that he would lower his gun and a friend of mine would shoot him. If I wanted to prove it wasn't a threat, I should handcuff myself (and threw a couple of handcuffs at me). Eager for help, I fell like a fool and pinned my arms. With my arms bound I saw the perverted smile on his face, I fell into despair, but it was too late.
After being raped for a few hours, he released me. Apparently it is not worth keeping prisoners in this world. However, sadism has no creativity. Naked, unarmed, with cum over my belly and handcuffed I had to make my way back to my house.
I got home, got a key that I left on a workbench, and got rid of the handcuffs. After that I took a harness that I had collected from a fight a few days earlier. Not the kind of dress I wanted, but it was what I had.

After that, I found some beer bottles, drank as many as I could and went to sleep, wanting to wake up from this nightmare. On the 31st and the 1st I did not do much, I tried to clear the rubble and clean my house and found a secret basement in a neighbor's house, found more drink, tried to drink it all at once and put an end to it and all I could do was get very sick, woke up very bad today and decided to take a shower in a lake nearby. It wasn't the ideal place to bathe, but I could forget a little bit of the bad that happened to me. Anyway I had to douse a few pans with water, boil it and take a real shower after I left the lake.
After that, I ate my breakfast and went to check on a new movement in the northern transmission tower. Once again I had to fight Raiders and I won. Then I saw another scavenger near my home, he came up with the same talk as my rapist, treating me like a raider, but this time I didn't lower my gun, just said I didn't want any problems and distanced myself from him.

Thursday November 3, 2287:

I ... I need to accept the violent nature of this world. In fact, I think after all, I'm lucky I'm still alive and well fed. Yesterday, after talking with the scav I went to check around the lake and was ambushed by raider's gang. The outcome was the same as always, with that vile touch of making me fuck with a dog. While their dog raped me, I heard them talking about selling me to someone, but they gave up on the idea because they were far away and they had no resources.



Once again I had to run naked, arms tied and covered in cum. I couldn't go back the way I came, couldn't go through either, had to take a very long turn, hiding to avoid be seen by no one.
I tried to pass the creek that comes from the lake near my neighborhood, but that was a bad idea, I started to get bogged down and soon giant flies came on me. I managed to break free, but tripped and fell. I rolled to try to get up and one of the flies landed on me, inserting a disgusting but strangely good-smelling tubular organ into my vagina. She began to make slow, rhythmic movements, contracting the abode. After short but desperate movements she detached herself from me and flew away. But I felt like she left a big, fat, sticky gift inside my pussy.
Although my house was close, the walk seemed endless. Walking in the mud is difficult, it was even worse to feel something unknown, left by a disgusting fly, thrashing between my legs. I came home breathless, unlocking the handcuffs was another suffocation, the "thing" that was actually a larva, was very large and moved very hard! It was an hour since she moved so much that she brought me to my knees. Finally, I managed to get rid of the handcuffs and tear the larva out of my vaginal canal.

Today a merchant named Carla showed up in the neighborhood, took advantage and bought soap, towels, cooking oil and some abraxo cleaner boxes. I got furniture scraps and tried to build a new bed, I think it didn't get too bad and the manual work served to improve my mood a little.

Friday November 4, 2287:

Today started raining, I waited a while to leave the house. More raiders were trying to settle north, but I got rid of them. Then I decided to go to the west creek and hunt some giant flies, after all, raiders are not the only threat I suffer. My food supply was low and so I decided to do something I had never done, I went hunting some deer. The hunt took me far from home, but it was very fruitful.

However, on the way back, I was ambushed by a pack of dogs. The dogs surrounded me unknowingly and attacked. I tried to shoot and escape, but once again I was knocked down and had my clothes torn apart. On the floor I kicked one of them and threw the deer meat that I hunt, away, thinking that it was what they wanted, in fact they moved away, but when I got on all fours to get up, I saw that the intention of the animals was others.
One of the dogs approached from behind and began to lick my insides. I was taken aback, but it felt strangely good, so good that I moaned with pleasure. It was so exciting that when the animal mounted me, I felt anxious for what was to come.
The first dog was voracious but very well paced, I felt good, despite everything and when I felt him cum and saw a huge volume of cum dripping between my legs, I felt something close to pride.
After it was over, I kept on four and the second approached, he also started the process licking my pussy.
The beta male was more docile and penetrated more calmly but no less deeply, his penis was, however, much larger and the knot only swelled when it was inside me, which gave me a mixture of pain and pleasure.

When they were done, I saw that they didn't even touch the deer meat. I picked her up and walked away from them, looking for somewhere to spend the night.

Saturday, November 5, 2287:

I woke up very early, it should be about 3 am. I started back to the house, once again being very careful not to be seen. On the way, I found the scav that had abused me, he was sleeping hidden in a hole under a rock. I didn't think twice, took aim and had my revenge. Then I opened the cooler he was looking at, there were medicines, food and ammo. I took also his jacket and pants.

When it was dawn I saw a group arguing, there was an armed man, a woman and a guy with raised arms, I watched for a while, the man was reluctant to shoot but was very aggressive, the other begged them to let him go, did not look like a assault, it seemed like they knew each other.

I approached and tried to intervene diplomatically. The gunman explained to me that the other was a synth, I said I didn't know what a synth was and the man explained to me a bizarre and weird story about an institute and how they made indistinguishable copies of humans. What's worse is that the victim didn't deny it, what she denied was having bad intentions! I found out that they had been traveling together for a while and convinced them that if the synth had a bad intention, it would have already done something bad. That seems to have been enough to let the poor guy go.

Near home I met a man at a campfire, when he saw me, said I should not approach, but he made no hostile gesture, or pulled a weapon. so I asked what the problem was, and his answer took me away of the tension that I am living: he had eaten something spoiled and was having a bout of flatulence. I laughed, offered him some pills and some of my purified water, he thanked me and I finally came back to the house. Arriving there I got rid of the rapist's clothes and put on a casual outfit that my robot butler had found.


terça-feira, 29 de outubro de 2019

My first week in this nightmare 2/2

Thursday, October 27, 2287:

I stayed at home, cleaning it, cleaning myself, sleeping, trying to not think about what happend myself.

Friday, October 28, 2287:

I couldn't find any clothes in the ruins, so I needed to explore the surroundings, naked, vulnerable. Heading west I found a large shack, unfortunately inhabited. I watched from afar, they didn't look like bad people, but I was too embarrassed to approach.
It soon started to rain and I had to take shelter in an abandoned trailer. I took a nap and woke up a little sick. I also missed some medicines, water and some valuables. Fortunately my weapon and ammunition continued with me.
Moving a little further, I found a deposit. I looked a little and it's looked abandoned,so I decided to explore.Then I had one more nasty surprise ... zombies! Or maybe that's are the Ghouls the museum guy told me about. I was able to kill them all without hurting myself too much. And I also found another body and got a new change of clothes.

Saturday, October 29 2287:
I had a nightmare of beeing raped by a dog. I woke sad, tired and crying. 

After having breakfast, I saw a movement near a transmission tower. Raiders! There was an exchange fire and I managed to win, it improved my morale a little. I grabbed some food and supplies and set out to explore some. I found another cabin and a guy selling things in it. I bought a pillow, a plate, and some other buggies.

I kept making several discoveries. There are some houses completely in ruins in the middle of this forest, unfortunately, they are not very useful. Farther south there is a dam and at one end of that, an abandoned community (except for a few ghous, but I put them down). I also saw something that looked like a military base, but approaching it saw that it was infested with raiders, so I decided to avoid the place. I saw a bear from afar and didn't want to disturb it either. Some radioactive lakes and a strange shack full of oxygen tanks. I decided to spend the night in this exotic and explosive home. Oh! I saw also a strange "monument" it's like a stonehenge, but made of cars!





My first week in this nightmare 1/2

Sunday, October 23, 2287.

I can't believe this happening! I... I... I was in my home with my husband and my son, the bombs felt, we run... we get into the vault, we... I thought we were safe... So we were frozen, killed my husband, I woke up ... giant cockroaches, I don't know what to say! I'm destroyed inside, get out of the vault but I didn't have the strength to move, I slept right there.

Monday, October 24, 2287

I woke up very thirsty, I must have slept a whole day. I went down to my old neighborhood and on the way drank some water from the nearby stream. It looked clean, but it tasted awful. Exploring the ruins of what was a beautiful suburb, I found that my robot butler still working. It was a small relief, I explained him the situation and he tried to help find my kidnapped son by the houses that were still standing. I found that besides giant cockroaches, there are giant flies ... disgusting.

Wednsday, October 26

I had to gather a lot of my strength to write today. I was raped, I was raped yesterday, and I was raped the day before yesterday. On Thursday, after helping my robot butler clean the neighborhood, I saw that there was a shack to the north and it didn't seem to be abandoned. I decided to see if there was anyone there, maybe the person who lived there had information about my baby ... I ... I think I was so distracted, or excited by the chance of not being alone that I didn't see a pack of dogs Approaching. They weren't the kind of dog I used to like before the bombs dropped. These dogs have no hair, their teeth are exposed, their eyes are milky white, and their leather is full of sores. They are so smelly that it doesn't surprise me that I haven't felt them before.

When I saw them, they had already surrounded me. The largest of them jumped on my back, knocking me over. Then they started biting me, they ripped my clothes apart. I thought I was going to die ... but I think what happened was worse.

I tried to crawl out of the pack in defensive instinct and at that the alpha male came toward me and ... I don't know how to say it hooked me. He was big and strong! And in a single and precise movement,  I saw two muscular paws surrounding me in front of me! Also I felt half of his penis entering my pussy that, due to the tension, was retracted.


I could say that this was just an accident, that his intention was to bite my neck or something, but no, his intensities were very clear. His penis, which was already erect, became even stiffer inside me. The pack leader began to push his organ hard, ignoring my laments.

I think my "luck" was that his penis was much bigger than I can handle, so the knot was left out. He even tried to put it all: in a moment he jumped on my back and used his full body weight to aid penetration. It was humiliating and I couldn't even cry, my face was pressed against the earth, I had to control myself not to end up aspiring and eating clay.
This torture must have taken a half hour. Only when the dog came in a monstrous amount did the pack decide to leave me alone. Then I returned to the ruins of my house,I ate, slept, and then tried to find a new outfit.

As if I had not learned my lesson, on Friday I tried to approach the shack again. This time I got it and got a gun pointed in my face. I didn't even think to explain myself. The man's smile already betrayed that he had taken "big luck" and I was unlucky. First he threw handcuffs at me and told me to handcuff myself.

Then he searched me and took everything I had of value. Then he undressed me. He brought me to my knees and made me pay for a blowjob. He came in my face and then told me to stay on all fours. I found it odd that he had just came. Maybe he would use some toy on me ... I would have preferred that. He whistled and called a dog. At least this dog was more normal ...

His dog fucked me, the rest are mere details. I cried, tried to push the dog, but his owner threatened me and said that if I was good he would let me go after that. So I held on as I could. And for the second time I was full of dog sperm.

After that the man told me to leave, did not take off my handcuffs, did not dress me again, told me to run away because if after 5 minutes I was still in sight of him, I would become the his dog's "wife".

I only could write it today cause I killed him. I don't know what was in my mind, it's pretty clear to me that this man was far more skilled in combat and survival than me, but I felt that I had nothing more to lose, I found another gun in the ruins and went back to take my revenge.

After killing him, I went to the shack. I found a dead woman on a mattress. This bastard, I apparently wasn't his only victim. Despite the commotion, I had to get her clothes, I can't walk around in ruins wearing a red dress!
So I decided to take a look at things further east. I found a man shooting a bottle and decided not to approach. Then I found a hideout in the mountains and was attacked by an armed woman and a dog. This time I didn't break, it comes out victorious from the shooting.

Going further east, I saw a fallen helicopter and one of those military armor ... unfortunately I don't know how to use it. I saw satellite antennas and was shot, but it seems that I learn fast, I managed to eliminate my opponents without being hurt.

I found some beer bottles. I don't like to drink, but after everything that happened to me I decided to try it, it was about 4:00 PM and I was away from home, however, I think alcohol gave me the courage to keep exploring.

I remember seeing two-headed deer and huge rats! Or were they moles? Well, I found a billboard and decided to go up to see if I could see anything interesting from afar.

On the way back, it was well into the night and I passed Concord. I heard a gunfire, a guy asked me for help, bad guys attacked from all sides. I was asked to go into one of those military armor on the roof of the museum. I picked her up, picked up a minigun and for a moment forgot all my frailty.

But that didn't last long, a bizarre and huge creature came out of the sewers, it's went out attacking everything and everyone without distinction.  I thought I could handle her, I coundn't be more wrong!

The creature tore the armor like paper and tore me from the inside like a canned sardine! After that I don't know how to describe what she did to me! The most accurate I can say is that I was used as a masturbation apparatus! Yes the creature used me as if I were a fleshlight! On second thought, this is not necessarily something out of this world ... before the bombs dropped there were records of dolphins using other fish in the same way.
Needless to say, the creature broke me, do I? Not in the moral sense. It was so strange that I couldn't feel humiliated or outraged. It was in the same physical sense. The monster's penis was the size of my leg and to make the things worse, after using me, its threw me into a corner with force. I could only crawl into a building and treat my wounds.
Finally, I gathered my strength, ran outside, grabbed the minigun, and killed the animal. But I didn't have the courage to go back to see how the people inside the museums were doing. I was naked, dirty with blood and cum and moments before a monstrous being had fucked me in public. I don't have the courage to look those people in the face again, no matter how much they understand my situation. I managed to run back to my house and sleep.