Well ... I forgot to put fallout not to update. As this update my F4SE has stopped working. I tried to downgrade and then the game started to shut down in the initial menu ... I saw that the new f4se came out, did the upgrade and the game continued giving problem. In the end I had to uninstall and now I'm installing the mods again, but it looks like it's not going to be that simple ... AAF is already having problems and I may have to wait for a new version of them. Anyway I decided to end this series.
Even though I reinstall all the mods needed to continue the gameplay, the course this narrative took did not please me. I don't like first person narrative writing, that's generally not just pornographic writing, I feel more comfortable writing in the third person. Another reason is that I was writing based on the images, I ended up writing something shallow and meaningless. Okay, it's a pornographic tale, not to win a literature nobel or a Hugo award, but the images are prints of a game with mods, anyone with the game can have much more than such images and anyone without a game can find a better quality 3d porn. What makes eroticism here is exactly the story associated with the images and I kind of did it anyway.
Last but most importantly, I tried to put some realism in the protagonist's kidnappings, but then we have a big problem: while I appreciate the tags that are related to the event in erotic FANTASY (ok, let's be direct, rape, not consensual) , I repudiate when this, even in fantasy, when its approaches reality. For example, I couldn't keep up with the Game of Thrones series because of this (nor read the book neither the tv show, no that's not a criticism of George RR Martin, I find him genial!) nor can I read tales of erotic fantasy where there is an appeal for degradation (like the infamous Emergence). Yes this is very paradoxical, but every story with this tag that I imagined the bad event is fleeting and the victim goes through a process where she suffers the event the first time, almost breaks, suffers again, endures, suffers the third almost falls, but surpasses to finally dominate the process. In this we have a "heroine's journey" and an unreal event. I tried not to do it this time and it turned out it was neither on one side (realistic description) nor the other ("heroin's journey"), it was horrible and so I will wrap up this story here.
HOWEVER, so I do the damn things work, I will tell a new story.
In the meantime I will narrate one using New Vegas. I really liked the mods for him soon I will put here the link to the blog that will tell this story. https://thegirlofgoodsprings.blogspot.com/
I will take this post to answer some questions. Not that anyone asked, but I will answer anyway:
What is your gender?
I'm a straight man.
Why are you writing these blogs?
1-Practice a little writing in English.
2-Practice a distinct and little recognized literary genre.
3-Keep me out of PRON games a bit (yes, because I only play again when I have finished writing down everything from the last game)
4-Fetish.
5-Productivity (I force myself to write the same amount of pages of non-erotic stuff before I play. So I'm more likely to post any novels in the future)
Why are the protagonists all called Leticia, Letizia, Letitia and similar names?
I saw another hentai author using that name and explaining that his meaning is "the one who lives with pleasure" nothing more convenient. Also one of the people who most inspires my libido (not just my libido) has "L" as the first letter of the name.
What mods do you use?
There are several, I use more than 100, most of the hentai are varied from AAF and RSEII. You will find most on loverslab site and some on nexus.
sábado, 23 de novembro de 2019
terça-feira, 19 de novembro de 2019
Monday, December 18th, 2287:
Today, I used it all day to make the water purification system work. The stream water passes through the coarse sand filter and places the water in one of three settling reservoirs, where the water rests and then gravity passes through a thin composite filter. A sensor prevents all water from a tank from passing through the filter, so most of the fat in the water is left behind. Then in a unified reservoir the water is mixed with chlorine. It is then pumped into the water tank, there it goes through another purification process. And finally it flows into the water boxes of the houses. At the end of the day I put my shower to work. I took a really cold shower, but I could feel the freshness of showering with clean water.
Tuesday, December 19th, 2287:
It has been a while since I checked what is east of the neighborhood. Last time, I went to some satellite antennas and ended up facing some raiders, so I decided to follow the same path, for once to check if there were no more raiders clustered there. When I arrived at the place I had to restrain myself from vomiting! There were parts of human bodies and mole rats everywhere. It looks like something exploded during a recent confrontation. As there was no threat to the antennas, I decided to go further east and found a scavenger in her shack, she was quite hostile to me and so I decided not to approach her and leave her alone.
I turned and went south, saw the ruins of a house, and went to investigate. As I rummaged through the remnants of furniture, I saw something approaching. It was the alpha and its pack. I didn't even try to resist, I took off my clothes to prevent it from being torn and let him ride me.
Then I got dressed and went back to the neighborhood. On the way I saw that there was something different in the quarry, I approached carefully and saw that it is infested with raiders! This is terrible! The quarry is almost on the neighborhood side! If they decide to attack, we're screwed!
Wednsday, December 20th, 2287:
I took courage to follow me toward said Diamond City. From the directions on the map, I was close when I was kidnapped. Unfortunately, that's exactly why I can't take the route around the city, as I would have to go through the base of my old captors. Either I would have to take a longer route, or pass through the dense urban ruin area.
I left early, so much so that the sun was rising when I arrived at Trudy in time for my breakfast. Later on I saw my old neighbors humming, I managed to avoid them. Arriving at the edge of the city perimeter I found a working protectron. I was cautious, after all, this machine must have been there for 200 years and the programming may have been corrupted, but fortunately it did me no harm, instead it helped me get rid of some raiders.
Then I heard shouts, a male voice shouting orders, a horrified female and the noise of several zombies. Even without knowing what it was, I ran to help! I pushed my way through a pile of ghouls until I came to a police station when I stopped in amazement at what I saw: a man in one of those military armor! This moment of astonishment was enough for a bunch of ghouls to approach me and I had to fight a close fight.
The zombies grabbed and tore at my clothes. In the middle of the fight even the straps that held my armor pieces came loose. I managed to finish several and knock one down. He couldn't get up with the weight of my body and I stood on him while on my knees fighting with others. Of course, the Ghoul used the dirty trick of penetration, but I endured while fighting the other enemies. The guy in the armor was clearly trying to help me, but he couldn't shoot the Ghouls that were near me. After the fight, I was already wanting to leave, embarrassed, when he came to talk to me, thanking me for his help.
Despite this he seemed suspicious, asked my origin and intentions and after a long conversation, I learned that they are from a group that calls itself the brotherhood of steel and that aims to collect technology and prevent its misuse by humanity. They offered to fix my armor and offered me some robes they took from some raiders. Danse, who is the name of the guy in the armor, offered me a mercenary service to help him get a transmitter from an ArcJet factory. I accepted. The factory wasn't empty, there were humanoid robots, Danse referred to them as synthetics, but they definitely don't look like the synthetics I've seen before. After the job was completed, Danse handed me a laser rifle and offered to enter as initiate on his order. I accepted, I need training after all and they seem to be a very strong group, besides, from what he described, it's not like I'm going to get stuck in a corner, I still have a lot of freedom of movement to find my son.
Friday, December 22, 2287:
Today my robot butler offered to accompany me on my expeditions. It may seem strange that he offers himself just now, but on second thought, I never told him about my misfortunes out there. Apparently he heard about some of the things that happened to me from conversations between Hanna and Beatrice and that triggered some kind of sense of duty in him.
But I took his help in removing some heavy scraps like car debris from the streets. I also washed my neighbor's mattresses, now we all have clean beds.
Saturday, December 23, 2287:
I have suffered from nausea and am still well divided about an abortion. My biggest fear is being born a human baby, this indicates that the father would be one of those raiders, besides, a pregnancy would hinder me in the search for my son. On the other hand I feel a little attached to the creature in my womb, he is ultimately not to blame for anything.
Today, I used it all day to make the water purification system work. The stream water passes through the coarse sand filter and places the water in one of three settling reservoirs, where the water rests and then gravity passes through a thin composite filter. A sensor prevents all water from a tank from passing through the filter, so most of the fat in the water is left behind. Then in a unified reservoir the water is mixed with chlorine. It is then pumped into the water tank, there it goes through another purification process. And finally it flows into the water boxes of the houses. At the end of the day I put my shower to work. I took a really cold shower, but I could feel the freshness of showering with clean water.
Tuesday, December 19th, 2287:
It has been a while since I checked what is east of the neighborhood. Last time, I went to some satellite antennas and ended up facing some raiders, so I decided to follow the same path, for once to check if there were no more raiders clustered there. When I arrived at the place I had to restrain myself from vomiting! There were parts of human bodies and mole rats everywhere. It looks like something exploded during a recent confrontation. As there was no threat to the antennas, I decided to go further east and found a scavenger in her shack, she was quite hostile to me and so I decided not to approach her and leave her alone.
I turned and went south, saw the ruins of a house, and went to investigate. As I rummaged through the remnants of furniture, I saw something approaching. It was the alpha and its pack. I didn't even try to resist, I took off my clothes to prevent it from being torn and let him ride me.
Then I got dressed and went back to the neighborhood. On the way I saw that there was something different in the quarry, I approached carefully and saw that it is infested with raiders! This is terrible! The quarry is almost on the neighborhood side! If they decide to attack, we're screwed!
Wednsday, December 20th, 2287:
I took courage to follow me toward said Diamond City. From the directions on the map, I was close when I was kidnapped. Unfortunately, that's exactly why I can't take the route around the city, as I would have to go through the base of my old captors. Either I would have to take a longer route, or pass through the dense urban ruin area.
I left early, so much so that the sun was rising when I arrived at Trudy in time for my breakfast. Later on I saw my old neighbors humming, I managed to avoid them. Arriving at the edge of the city perimeter I found a working protectron. I was cautious, after all, this machine must have been there for 200 years and the programming may have been corrupted, but fortunately it did me no harm, instead it helped me get rid of some raiders.
Despite this he seemed suspicious, asked my origin and intentions and after a long conversation, I learned that they are from a group that calls itself the brotherhood of steel and that aims to collect technology and prevent its misuse by humanity. They offered to fix my armor and offered me some robes they took from some raiders. Danse, who is the name of the guy in the armor, offered me a mercenary service to help him get a transmitter from an ArcJet factory. I accepted. The factory wasn't empty, there were humanoid robots, Danse referred to them as synthetics, but they definitely don't look like the synthetics I've seen before. After the job was completed, Danse handed me a laser rifle and offered to enter as initiate on his order. I accepted, I need training after all and they seem to be a very strong group, besides, from what he described, it's not like I'm going to get stuck in a corner, I still have a lot of freedom of movement to find my son.
Thursday, December 21, 2287:
I think today it can be summed up by the fact that I ran from a bear to a pack of dogs, then ran from the dogs to Trudy's restaurant, where I had lunch. At night I put on a few clothes after the shower and relaxed.
Today my robot butler offered to accompany me on my expeditions. It may seem strange that he offers himself just now, but on second thought, I never told him about my misfortunes out there. Apparently he heard about some of the things that happened to me from conversations between Hanna and Beatrice and that triggered some kind of sense of duty in him.
But I took his help in removing some heavy scraps like car debris from the streets. I also washed my neighbor's mattresses, now we all have clean beds.
Saturday, December 23, 2287:
I have suffered from nausea and am still well divided about an abortion. My biggest fear is being born a human baby, this indicates that the father would be one of those raiders, besides, a pregnancy would hinder me in the search for my son. On the other hand I feel a little attached to the creature in my womb, he is ultimately not to blame for anything.
segunda-feira, 18 de novembro de 2019
Peeping Tom
Monday, December 11th, 2287:
Today was another day of cleaning. I cleaned every other neighbor if someone else comes looking for shelter. In addition I still managed to wash my mattress.
Tuesday, December 12th, 2287:
Today, me, Beatrice, Hannah and Hector spend the day building the water tank that will receive the water from the purification system.
One thing I just noticed now is that if the date on the pipboy and in my robot butler's memory is correct, it's December. It was supposed to be in the middle of winter, but the weather is merely cool.
Just the job of assembling the water box was enough to warm me so that I could only wear shorts and a harness without feeling cold.
Finally, we connected the water tank to the neighborhood piping. Now only the main thing is missing: the water purification system.
Wednsday, December 13th, 2287:
I have been feeling quite sick and this has been worrying me, so I decided to go to Covernant to visit the doctor there. On the way I found an eyebot and a small bunker with some ammo and explosives.
The place was near Trudy's restaurant, I saw that she and her son were there. I decided to pay a visit and have lunch. I talked to her about the water purification system, but avoided talking about my capture.
I arrived in Covenant in the late afternoon. I received the news that I feared, I'm pregnant again. I don't even know how this is possible! I know what I've been through these days, but not so long ago that I had, according to this doctor, an abortion! It was not for my body to be ready for it again. The doctor probed me and I ended up telling, without going into details what happened, she said it is possible to perform an abortion procedure, but she will need some equipment. I still don't know if I want to have an abortion, but I thought it best to pack this equipment for her, just in case. Tomorrow I will search a nearby hospital.
Thursday, December 14th, 2287:
I woke up early and went to a hospital that the doctor indicated, he is not far from Covenant. She told me to be careful as there are super mutants in the area, so I tried to be cautious as I approached. Near the hospital there is a small canal. I saw a giant mosquito flying over there, I didn't shoot so as not to draw attention, I thought the mosquito had not seen me, but as I approached that channel, a swarm of giants flew at me.
I started running, but they were very fast. I felt them tearing at my clothes. I turned, shot and killed several, but ended up running out of ammo. I tried to turn and run, but I had the remains of a car! I ended up beating my knee on him and it made me fall on my back on the floor. Before I could untangle myself a mosquito landed on top of me!
I felt the creature groping near my groin and knew what was coming. I decided to try to stay calm and analyze the situation, it was not easy, not with everything I went through! At first I had to work hard to stay calm, not to cry or to despair. I felt the penetration, tried to see what was going on, felt like there were two things in my pussy, saw that the animal's hind legs were moving at the same rate as I felt his penis move. Was he sticking his paws in me? That doesn't make much sense, I tried to turn my head to see if I could find his hind legs and at that moment I lost my concentration again.
This time it wasn't for some bad feeling. I believe the effort I made to take all the weight off the taboo of such an event, I was able to better appreciate the situation and when I tried to concentrate on the movement his "penis" was making inside me to see if it really was. the same of the legs, I ended up concentrating too much on this sensation and I reached orgasm. Even I freaked out how loud I moaned. I felt a thick, hot liquid flowing into me and felt the mosquito uncoupling. My eyes were closed at the time and I didn't see if the mosquito's hind legs were wet.
"Fortunately," a second mosquito came to copulate with me. This time I managed to be more attentive and in fact such a creature apparently has the sexual organ in its hind legs. After being fucked a second time, I managed to escape to my neighbor. There was so much sperm inside me that I left a cum trail from where I was abused to my house.
Friday, December 15th, 2287:
Strangely, being raped by giant mosquitoes didn't get me down. However, I still feel my legs hurting, I decided not to venture out today, instead, I knocked a little from the streets of my neighborhood and then put an old generator to work.
Saturday, December 16th, 2287:
Today I went for a walk with my dog. Early we got rid of some stray dogs and hunted a giant crab.
After lunch I intercepted another group of raiders. The match ended with most of the raiders dead, some runaways, and one girl fell behind and surrendered. Then I remembered my dog, shouted at her to run, she didn't understand, my dog rushed over her, ripped her clothes off and knotted her.
I didn't intervene, knowing that if I did, I would be next. I apologized as I tried not to face the scene. The girl didn't answer, just moaned and sometimes wept. In the end I took my dog off her and asked if she wanted shelter. She looked at me scared, said she just wanted to get out of there, I said she could go and she, all clumsy and with shaking legs, took what was left of her clothes and ran.
Sunday,
Apparently my dog was not satisfied with what happened yesterday. I woke up today feeling his massive cock penetrating me. I was lubricated and woke up dizzy with the sensation of pleasure rising through my body. As instinct arched my back facilitating the penetration of my animal I began to moan with pleasure, but soon remembered how my room was and restrained.
The morning sunlight reminded me that my room has two large windows, anyone passing by on the street could see me fucking my dog. Besides, I know that Hector comes by my house every morning to get to the community garden.
I could also hear the jets of my robot butler nearby. As much as he was programmed to be a loyal server, his advanced AI had a strict moral code and I didn't want to be "bad-eyed" by him. I held my breath, synchronized my movements with my dog's penetration, and accelerated until he came inside me.
Then I wiped my inner self with a cloth, put on shorts and a harness, and decided to risk an unarmed run around. The day was beautiful and this was a very pleasant activity.
Then I returned to the house and spent the afternoon swimming in the lake. Beatrice, Hector and Hanna also swam, but stayed shortly.
At night I went to Beatrice's house, which has a functional radio, to listen to diamond city radio. Their announcer is strangely shy and awkward for a broadcaster, but I even find it funny.
Finally, before bed, I filled a hot tub and took a shower. As I left, I noticed a figure in the hallway turned around and caught Hector in the act spying on me and masturbating. I wanted to be serious and scold him, but I found it funny, laughed and told him to leave.
Today was another day of cleaning. I cleaned every other neighbor if someone else comes looking for shelter. In addition I still managed to wash my mattress.
Tuesday, December 12th, 2287:
Today, me, Beatrice, Hannah and Hector spend the day building the water tank that will receive the water from the purification system.
Just the job of assembling the water box was enough to warm me so that I could only wear shorts and a harness without feeling cold.
Wednsday, December 13th, 2287:
I have been feeling quite sick and this has been worrying me, so I decided to go to Covernant to visit the doctor there. On the way I found an eyebot and a small bunker with some ammo and explosives.
The place was near Trudy's restaurant, I saw that she and her son were there. I decided to pay a visit and have lunch. I talked to her about the water purification system, but avoided talking about my capture.
I arrived in Covenant in the late afternoon. I received the news that I feared, I'm pregnant again. I don't even know how this is possible! I know what I've been through these days, but not so long ago that I had, according to this doctor, an abortion! It was not for my body to be ready for it again. The doctor probed me and I ended up telling, without going into details what happened, she said it is possible to perform an abortion procedure, but she will need some equipment. I still don't know if I want to have an abortion, but I thought it best to pack this equipment for her, just in case. Tomorrow I will search a nearby hospital.
Thursday, December 14th, 2287:
I woke up early and went to a hospital that the doctor indicated, he is not far from Covenant. She told me to be careful as there are super mutants in the area, so I tried to be cautious as I approached. Near the hospital there is a small canal. I saw a giant mosquito flying over there, I didn't shoot so as not to draw attention, I thought the mosquito had not seen me, but as I approached that channel, a swarm of giants flew at me.
I started running, but they were very fast. I felt them tearing at my clothes. I turned, shot and killed several, but ended up running out of ammo. I tried to turn and run, but I had the remains of a car! I ended up beating my knee on him and it made me fall on my back on the floor. Before I could untangle myself a mosquito landed on top of me!
I felt the creature groping near my groin and knew what was coming. I decided to try to stay calm and analyze the situation, it was not easy, not with everything I went through! At first I had to work hard to stay calm, not to cry or to despair. I felt the penetration, tried to see what was going on, felt like there were two things in my pussy, saw that the animal's hind legs were moving at the same rate as I felt his penis move. Was he sticking his paws in me? That doesn't make much sense, I tried to turn my head to see if I could find his hind legs and at that moment I lost my concentration again.
This time it wasn't for some bad feeling. I believe the effort I made to take all the weight off the taboo of such an event, I was able to better appreciate the situation and when I tried to concentrate on the movement his "penis" was making inside me to see if it really was. the same of the legs, I ended up concentrating too much on this sensation and I reached orgasm. Even I freaked out how loud I moaned. I felt a thick, hot liquid flowing into me and felt the mosquito uncoupling. My eyes were closed at the time and I didn't see if the mosquito's hind legs were wet.
"Fortunately," a second mosquito came to copulate with me. This time I managed to be more attentive and in fact such a creature apparently has the sexual organ in its hind legs. After being fucked a second time, I managed to escape to my neighbor. There was so much sperm inside me that I left a cum trail from where I was abused to my house.
Friday, December 15th, 2287:
Strangely, being raped by giant mosquitoes didn't get me down. However, I still feel my legs hurting, I decided not to venture out today, instead, I knocked a little from the streets of my neighborhood and then put an old generator to work.
Saturday, December 16th, 2287:
Today I went for a walk with my dog. Early we got rid of some stray dogs and hunted a giant crab.
I didn't intervene, knowing that if I did, I would be next. I apologized as I tried not to face the scene. The girl didn't answer, just moaned and sometimes wept. In the end I took my dog off her and asked if she wanted shelter. She looked at me scared, said she just wanted to get out of there, I said she could go and she, all clumsy and with shaking legs, took what was left of her clothes and ran.
Sunday,
Apparently my dog was not satisfied with what happened yesterday. I woke up today feeling his massive cock penetrating me. I was lubricated and woke up dizzy with the sensation of pleasure rising through my body. As instinct arched my back facilitating the penetration of my animal I began to moan with pleasure, but soon remembered how my room was and restrained.
The morning sunlight reminded me that my room has two large windows, anyone passing by on the street could see me fucking my dog. Besides, I know that Hector comes by my house every morning to get to the community garden.
I could also hear the jets of my robot butler nearby. As much as he was programmed to be a loyal server, his advanced AI had a strict moral code and I didn't want to be "bad-eyed" by him. I held my breath, synchronized my movements with my dog's penetration, and accelerated until he came inside me.
Then I wiped my inner self with a cloth, put on shorts and a harness, and decided to risk an unarmed run around. The day was beautiful and this was a very pleasant activity.
Then I returned to the house and spent the afternoon swimming in the lake. Beatrice, Hector and Hanna also swam, but stayed shortly.
At night I went to Beatrice's house, which has a functional radio, to listen to diamond city radio. Their announcer is strangely shy and awkward for a broadcaster, but I even find it funny.
Finally, before bed, I filled a hot tub and took a shower. As I left, I noticed a figure in the hallway turned around and caught Hector in the act spying on me and masturbating. I wanted to be serious and scold him, but I found it funny, laughed and told him to leave.
Unfortunately he was having an orgasm and, dammit, he came with pressure, soiling my belly all over again.
A Newcomer
Thursday, November 30th, 2287:
I ... I'm going to kill each of these filthy idiots! I can do nothing productive today! NOTHING! If I take a pipe, a bar, a broom I remember what they did to me. With each passing I give my insides it hurts and I'm angry even at my body, my breasts, my ass. I unloaded a pistol on tree trunk. I couldn't even sleep because of the level of hatred I'm feeling.
Friday, December 1st, 2287:
I ... I have to pretend none of this happened ... I mean, apparently this kind of thing is so common in these times that it's not as terrible as it was before the bombs, I ... I think. If I ignore this I think I can do something useful again ...
Saturday, December 2nd, 2287:
I feel useless. My son is missing out there and I can't do anything right around here. I'm afraid to leave and I'm afraid I'll never see him again.
Sunday, December 3rd, 2287:
No, I'm not ok and no, denying that these things happened to me won't make things any better. Hating me is not the solution either. I came from a civilized world, bad things happened, but there was a minimum of stability and order so that a person like me didn't have to deal with this level of violence. Everything I knew is gone and it won't be in a few months that I'll know how to deal with the dangers of this new world. But giving up is not the answer. So far I've been attacked outside the neighborhood, nothing prevents me from being attacked in the future. I have to keep trying, adapting, my baby depends on me.
Monday, December 4th, 2287:
I didn't do much today. Fixed a hunting rifle, patrolled a little near the north tower. I had to kill an attack dog, found some supplies near a strange symbol and after that I returned home to rest.
Tuesday, December 5th 2287:
I went out again looking for pipes for the water purification system. This time my trip to the dam was smooth. I came back with some old pipes. Hanna and Hector worked on their recycling as I set up the frame of what will be our water tower.
Friday, December 8th, 2287
Yesterday I patrolled the creek. Approaching the transport company warehouse I was caught off guard by a strange storm. The sky turned dark and greenish, the temperature rose, and lightning began to burst across the sky. With each flash, I felt my skin burn. The "Storm" lasted a few hours, but I don't remember seeing a drop of water fall.
I soon recognized the radiation damage. I took a rad-away and needed to rest in the cooperative. I took the opportunity to tidy up the houses there.
Today, I woke up early to the sound of people talking loudly. I grabbed my gun and sneaked out of my cabin. Raiders! It was not difficult to neutralize them. I grabbed my things and walked east. I found a barn with an old tractor and some mines on the floor. As soon as I entered the barn, I heard the terrible flutter of wings of those giant wasps. I killed one who tried to get through a hole in the ceiling. I waited for the second, but it continued outside. I didn't want to risk being caught again by such a creature, I took a deep breath, took courage, ran out and shot the mines. Looks like it worked, I heard the explosions and then nothing more.
I continued on my way and saw from afar a raider, they were kneeling and saying something, I approached and saw that he was burying a friend and mourning his loss. It's weird, but I could empathize enough to avoid killing him with a shot in the back.
I headed for Lexington on the way, found some medicine in a barrel. In Lexington, I entered the ruins of Super-Duper Mart. I wanted to see if there was still anything useful there, like food, tools and even some junk.
There were indeed plenty of supplies within the market, but the place was also infested with ghous. It was strange, I managed to stop some in the scream. Frightened to see those things running towards me, I shouted "standing still!" And ... some obeyed and crouched on the floor. The rest I shot down.
I found a body inside the market. It was smelling bad, but it seems the death was relatively recent. Beside him was a laser musket, similar to what this man in Concord used. Was this man a minuteman too? I tried to straighten the body into a more dignified condition, then took the pieces of his armor. Then I found a way out, I was already carrying too much and needed to go home.
On the way to Concord I was attacked! A Molotov cocktail exploded near me! Fortunately, in the heat of battle I felt nothing and managed to finish off the raider group. One of them surrendered, I thought of taking him as a prisoner, but ... I recognized him as a member of one of the patrols that captured me ... I couldn't stand it, I executed him.
In Concord, I heard female moans. I thought it was another girl in trouble and so I wandered the ruins trying to find the possible victim. I ended up seeing a couple of nasty raiders fucking in the middle of the street. I decided to leave them alone and went back to my neighborhood.
Saturday, December 9th, 2287:
I woke up a little sick and stayed in bed until later. I used the day to clean part of the neighborhood plumbing and fix some pipes.
Sunday, December 10th, 22987:
Earlier today a new person came looking for shelter in the neighborhood. Her name was Beatrice and we welcomed her. I thought about cleaning the other house next to mine, but we saw that its walls were about to fall. So we cleaned the house near Hannah's house. It was fast with the three of them working together. Beatrice had experience as a caravan guard, and we had her watch over the front entrance of the neighborhood.
I ... I'm going to kill each of these filthy idiots! I can do nothing productive today! NOTHING! If I take a pipe, a bar, a broom I remember what they did to me. With each passing I give my insides it hurts and I'm angry even at my body, my breasts, my ass. I unloaded a pistol on tree trunk. I couldn't even sleep because of the level of hatred I'm feeling.
Friday, December 1st, 2287:
I ... I have to pretend none of this happened ... I mean, apparently this kind of thing is so common in these times that it's not as terrible as it was before the bombs, I ... I think. If I ignore this I think I can do something useful again ...
Saturday, December 2nd, 2287:
I feel useless. My son is missing out there and I can't do anything right around here. I'm afraid to leave and I'm afraid I'll never see him again.
Sunday, December 3rd, 2287:
No, I'm not ok and no, denying that these things happened to me won't make things any better. Hating me is not the solution either. I came from a civilized world, bad things happened, but there was a minimum of stability and order so that a person like me didn't have to deal with this level of violence. Everything I knew is gone and it won't be in a few months that I'll know how to deal with the dangers of this new world. But giving up is not the answer. So far I've been attacked outside the neighborhood, nothing prevents me from being attacked in the future. I have to keep trying, adapting, my baby depends on me.
Monday, December 4th, 2287:
I didn't do much today. Fixed a hunting rifle, patrolled a little near the north tower. I had to kill an attack dog, found some supplies near a strange symbol and after that I returned home to rest.
Tuesday, December 5th 2287:
I went out again looking for pipes for the water purification system. This time my trip to the dam was smooth. I came back with some old pipes. Hanna and Hector worked on their recycling as I set up the frame of what will be our water tower.
Friday, December 8th, 2287
Yesterday I patrolled the creek. Approaching the transport company warehouse I was caught off guard by a strange storm. The sky turned dark and greenish, the temperature rose, and lightning began to burst across the sky. With each flash, I felt my skin burn. The "Storm" lasted a few hours, but I don't remember seeing a drop of water fall.
I soon recognized the radiation damage. I took a rad-away and needed to rest in the cooperative. I took the opportunity to tidy up the houses there.
Today, I woke up early to the sound of people talking loudly. I grabbed my gun and sneaked out of my cabin. Raiders! It was not difficult to neutralize them. I grabbed my things and walked east. I found a barn with an old tractor and some mines on the floor. As soon as I entered the barn, I heard the terrible flutter of wings of those giant wasps. I killed one who tried to get through a hole in the ceiling. I waited for the second, but it continued outside. I didn't want to risk being caught again by such a creature, I took a deep breath, took courage, ran out and shot the mines. Looks like it worked, I heard the explosions and then nothing more.
I continued on my way and saw from afar a raider, they were kneeling and saying something, I approached and saw that he was burying a friend and mourning his loss. It's weird, but I could empathize enough to avoid killing him with a shot in the back.
There were indeed plenty of supplies within the market, but the place was also infested with ghous. It was strange, I managed to stop some in the scream. Frightened to see those things running towards me, I shouted "standing still!" And ... some obeyed and crouched on the floor. The rest I shot down.
I found a body inside the market. It was smelling bad, but it seems the death was relatively recent. Beside him was a laser musket, similar to what this man in Concord used. Was this man a minuteman too? I tried to straighten the body into a more dignified condition, then took the pieces of his armor. Then I found a way out, I was already carrying too much and needed to go home.
In Concord, I heard female moans. I thought it was another girl in trouble and so I wandered the ruins trying to find the possible victim. I ended up seeing a couple of nasty raiders fucking in the middle of the street. I decided to leave them alone and went back to my neighborhood.
I woke up a little sick and stayed in bed until later. I used the day to clean part of the neighborhood plumbing and fix some pipes.
Sunday, December 10th, 22987:
Earlier today a new person came looking for shelter in the neighborhood. Her name was Beatrice and we welcomed her. I thought about cleaning the other house next to mine, but we saw that its walls were about to fall. So we cleaned the house near Hannah's house. It was fast with the three of them working together. Beatrice had experience as a caravan guard, and we had her watch over the front entrance of the neighborhood.
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